silent saturday night

At this evening i feel so happy, so cheerful because there are my beloved boyfriend septy eggy farizqy and my beloved friends syta destianingsih & sugeng handoko play in my house. They are entertain me when i'm home alone, they make lot of laugh this evening. Syta come first to my home and i share many story with her about everything, than she and i go out for a minutes to buy some food for our snacks. After that eggy and mbe (the nickname of sugeng) come to my house and they are ask syta and me to play uno at my terrace house, so syta and i just accept their invite. We play uno until at 6pm and than eggy, mbe and syta decide to go home because the day getting night. So after they leave my house, i feel so lonely again in my home, there's only me at living room and there are my parent at their bedroom and they are look so tired, absolutely they can accompany me to spend this saturday night together at the living room.

When i look at the clock, it show me the time at 8pm i tottaly getting boring and i calling my sister Hadyanti Ghassanie or usually i call her with her nickname ega, to accompany me to J.co Kelapa Gading 2 Mall to buy J.cool and J.co Donuts because boring can make me so hungrrrrrrrrrry!! after that i can't waste my time than i go to there with ega by motorcycle, after that i buy to packs of J.co donuts and single pack of J.cool original i go home and enjoyyyyy my J.co and my J.cool but it just enjoying me in a few minutes -____-. After the J.co and the J.cool is wash-up i getting feel boring because i've nothing to do! I can't go out play with my friends because my parent don't allow me play in the night, and there's no notification on my facebook, no mention on my twitter, there's no message or phone call from my eggy :(

I just feeling so useless now for everyone around me, they can't use me for their help so they let me lonely -_____-. I try to call eggy and this is my conversations....

Me : assalamualaikum

Eggy : walaikumsalam

Me : may i ask you something?

Eggy : yes you may dear

Me : what are you doing now deary?

Eggy : i already at home why?

Me : no, i just ask. why you don't play futsal?

Eggy : i do play futsal, but not now, the place of the futsal i serve already full so my friends and i play at 3am

Me : (what the hell you say!! are you don't know what the time it isss?! arg) oh, it's okay

Eggy : yes, it's fine

Me : are you already eat tonight?

Eggy : yes, after pray of magrib

Me : hey, what time is it now? it's getting midnight please grab a dinner again i beg honey :( i just don't want you so feel tired and getting sick, please hear what i want

Eggy : yes, but not now, i'll be do it soon

Me : please now

Eggy : not! i want it but not now!!

Me : okay up to you, i'm sorry to impose you :(

Eggy : yes it's fine no problem

Me : thank you goodnight

Eggy : goodnight, bye

Me : bye, enjoy your time

Eggy : tut tut tuuuuuuuuuuuuut

Me : Arg!! oh my goooooooooooooooosh what the material of the his heart?! why so carelessssss? -_______-

after he end the conversation i just want to cry, cry of his careless, cry when he too fast end the conversations, why? why? why you are too cold this night?

I just need you, need you in my phone call :(